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J. N. Gray
United States
Nickname: Riri
Gender: Female
Age: Numbers > 0
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I do not consider myself an artist when it comes to drawing or painting or stuff like that. ^^ But I do like to draw, even though I'm not too good at it. And I'm pretty decent with a couple of instruments.

DC Love Stamp by Spark-plug TT: Stamp with Tower by Lightning5trike Stamp: X-tard by Bampire Justice League Unlimited stamp by pantheon9000 Marvel Love Stamp by Spark-plug


I am in pain. It's been a constant, steady ache all week because last Monday my uncle passed away. He wasn't some distant uncle that meant nothing to me. He was my mother's baby brother. He was the reliable brother I never had. He was the sweet guy who'd bring me presents randomly. He'd show such a sweet side of himself sometimes. But he was a sour man too. He wasn't all sweet. He could be the rudest, bluntest person ever. I'd always take his hat and tell him to come and get me, and he'd grunt and tell me that he was going to punch me and pretend to hit me, but when I didn't give it up he'd be all I can't hit a girl. I'd give it back to him at that point cuz I didn't want to tease him too much. He was big man, and he was a great guy.

I miss him. I really miss him. He's not here. I have to live on without him. I don't think I can do it. I'm not going to kill myself. No, I've got other shit to do before I croak, but I'll never be the same. There were so many things I hadn't told him! God, he didn't know I am bisexual. He didn't know that I had a favorite number, and I never told him how much I loved him. I always thought I didn't need to because he was right there, and I'd find time to do it later. But later never fucking came! I was with him all day on Sunday and Monday comes and he's dead, and what the fuck? Seriously? What the fuck?! He was young, twenty eight, full of life and purpose, and he just died. I need him, and he's not here. I him to call me shithead. I took for granted the moments we had together, because I can't remeber him well. I'd always just been like, "Oh there's him, jackass. Always teasing me." And even though I'd think that I'd also think, "I want to marry someone as sweet and thoughtful as him." He knew so much about me and I knew so little about him. I feel like a failure of a niece. Oh my god, I miss him.
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: One Of My Spotify Playlists

Are you:

Single? Yes
Scared of the dark? Very much so.
Scared of heights? Eh, not really. I would say afraid of falling.
Scared of drowning? Very.
Scared of losing someone? All of the time.

Do you think:

People talk about you behind your back? I wouldn't see why not, so yeah.
Someone loves you (not including family)? Of course. I'm a very loveable person.
Someone hates you? Yeah. My sister and I had a haters club in 7th grade. It was awesome. One of my ex best friends ran it and everything. It was a very legit club too. God this subject pisses me off. She was so upset when I stopped being her friend too, but bitch please. I deserve better than you. I have friends that don't go behind my back and tell others personal things about me and who don't create a fucking hate club and run it dammit.
Someone is reading this right now? I don't know, are you?

Have you:

Ever had a boyfriend/girlfriend? Yeah, disappointing to say the least.
Ever wanted to kill someone? All the time. I have problems.
Felt lonely? On and off every now and then.
Cried yourself to sleep? Yes.
Took drugs? Hard stuff? No. Advil? Yes.
Gone to sleep with your clothes on? Yes.
Wished you were someone else? Yeah, someone richer to buy lots of books.
Wanted something of someone's? Yeah, like money to buy those fucking books.
Littered? Yeah, little stuff every now and then that get away from me.

Do you:

Want a boyfriend/girlfriend? It would be nice.
Have Ebola? No.
Like your life? Yeah. Wish I had more money to buy books, though.
Wish you could change something from the past? Of course.
Have a best friend(s)? Yes.
Want a new best friend? Not really, no. I'm good, she's the most awesome person in the world. ^.^
Like custard? No, because I don't know what it is...
Have a phone? Yes, and I love it.

How many:

Siblings? I don't know? About 5? I might have more. Thanks dad!
Phone cases? One? How many should I have?
Tooth brushes? Two?
Fillings? None?



➖Snuck out: No need.
➖Broken a bone:
➖Cried myself to sleep: Lol. Yes! What's with this question?
➖Self harmed: Nah.
➖Felt lonely: Yes.
➖Been depressed: Yes, actually depressed, yes.


➖Birthday: Feb 16th.
➖Biggest fear: Needles
➖Relationship status: Single. ;)
➖Dream job: A job where I get 50 dollars every second I breath. ^o^
➖Dream car: Mustang.
➖Dream house: Something medium size, affordable, and decorated with my kinda funky style--with adopted kids, tons of animals, and the man or woman of my dreams all inside eating out of our epic kitchen.


➖Like someone: Of course.
➖Love someone: Of course.
➖Have a boyfriend: No...
➖Want a boyfriend: Of course.
➖Have tattoos: No, but I want one!
➖Have piercings: Yeah, in my ears. I'm such a rebel.
➖Party: No, they stress me out.


➖Movie: Watchmen
➖Song: Can't narrow that down. :/
➖TV series: Supernatural/Glee. They tie and that's a weird combo...
➖Book: This question is impossible to answer. I love many different books for so many reasons!
➖Color: PURPLE!!
➖Animal: Hippo!


➖Twitter or Facebook: Twitter.
➖Twitter or Instagram: Twitter
➖Facebook or Instagram: Facebook--what is instagram?
➖Coke or Pepsi: Ew. Neither.
➖Tea or coffee: TEA!! I love tea so much! Ultimate beverage!
➖Tacos or pizza: Tacos. Duh.
➖Winter or summer: Winter! Summer is unbearable. I hate it.


➖Get married: Yeah.
➖Have kids: I don't know.
➖Swim with sharks: I already have.
➖Share a banana: I already have.
➖Eat rotten food:
No! Gross!
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: K-Pop?

Am I Single: Lol. Yeah.

Have I Been Cheated On: Lol. No.

Crush: This cute Asian in my band. XD

Do I Miss My Last Relationship: Lol. No.

Who Has My Heart: Lol, Dutchess, my dog. 

Am I The Jealous Type: I don't know.

Ex I Would Take Back: None...

Last Time I Cried: A few hours ago, I don't remember why. I cry all of the time, though.

Favorite Song: Currently? Mamacita by Super Junior.

Who Do I Miss: My crush. I used to see him everyday.

Favorite color: PURPLE!

Eye color: Hazel

Do I believe in love: Of course.

Do I give second chances: Lol. I don't know. I didn't for my last boyfriend. >.>

  • Mood: Anxious
  • Listening to: Ice Cream Cake by Red Velvet
1. Who is your ex?
I can't remember his name, some Indian guy.
2. First day y'all dated?
Early February two years ago.
3. Do you miss him/her?
No. Not at all.
4. Whose fault was the break up?
Fault? Uhh. No ones. We just didn't work.
5. Do y'all still communicate?
No. I blocked him.
6. Do they have a new partner?
I have no idea about him, but I'm single. Have been ever since.
7. If so are you okay with it?
I really don't care. Good for him?
8. Would you take em back?
No, we didn't work out. Don't mix. Knives and chainsaws.
9. If they died will you cry?
I wouldn't know about it, so no.
10. Do you still have yall photos?
We never had photos, so no.
11. His/her name still on your phone?
Never was, so no.
12. Do you hate or love them?
I don't care for him.
13. Was he/she was a mistake?
Yeah, I would say so.
14. Do you still care?
Not really, but I do wish him well.
15. Was the relationship real?
Yeah, no. It wasn't. Not really. No magic there.

My love life is so pathetic. Like, my first and most recent boyfriend was two years ago and it lasted two weeks, and it was hell. He wasn't a bad person, but he was...well...suicidal and we just really didn't mix. He didn't know what it meant to be a boyfriend and he wasn't what I wanted in a guy. It was seriously a waste of time, for both parties. Plus, he told me he'd kill himself if I broke up with him, and so when I did and blocked him because I wasn't going to deal with that. :/ First boyfriend fail, I guess...
  • Mood: Anxious
  • Watching: Pretty Little Liars on Netflix
1. Do you sleep in your bra?

No, it's uncomfortable.
2. Do you like noodles?
I love noodles.
3. Do you enjoy drama?
When it's on TV.
4. Are you a girly girl?
Not really, no.
5. Small or large purses?
7. Are you short?
8. Do you like somebody?
Of course.
9. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
Not really.
10. Do you like Halloween?
Yes, I love Halloween!
11. Favorite time of the year?
I really enjoy winter time.
12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
In a strange, creepy campsite.
13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
Yes, my baby cousins think it's funny to spank me. Freaks.
14. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
Probably. I wouldn't doubt it.
15. Do you call anybody by their last name?
16. How many guys will read this just because it says-Girl Confessions?
How many guys who want to.

1. What color is the bra that you're wearing?
2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
4. Do you have a best friend?
5. Have you ever had your heart broken?
6. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
7. Do you like your life?
Can't complain.
8. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
Of course.
9. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
Girls, but I don't have much friends.
10. How long have you had a Facebook?
11. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Fuck yeah, and for a good reason.
12. What are your biggest fears?
Needles, being alone, being ignored...
13. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
14. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
15. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater"?
To a point. Circumstance is important.
16. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
Of course.
17. Do you ever wish you were famous?
Not really.
18. Are you currently missing someone?
19: Who are you texting right now?
No one.

01. Eyeliner or Mascara?
02. Pink or black?
03. Pumps or flats?
04. Skirts or pants?
05. Socks or leggings?
06. Hoodies or jackets?
07. Heels or sneakers?
08. Straight or curly hair?
Curly hair.
09. White or black?
10. Smoothies or lattes?
11. Diet or regular sodas?
12. Water or daiquiris?
13. Pearls or diamonds?
14. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?
15. IPod or cell phone?
Cell phone.
16. Friends or family?
Friends are family, so family.
17. Lip gloss or lip stick?
18. Manicure or pedicures?
19. Tank tops or bathers?
Tank Tops.
20. Big sunglasses or small?
21. Sunglasses or purses?

Funny or Serious?
Don't care.
Romantic or Daredevil?
Dark Eyes or Light Eyes?
Don't care.
Long Hair or Short Hair?
Don't care.
Curly Hair or Straight Hair?

Don't care.
  • Mood: Peaceful
  • Watching: Star Crossed on Netflix

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ShadowBloodNinja Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday!
RiRi216 Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2015
Hehehehe. Thank you!!! I really appreciate it! ^^
ShadowBloodNinja Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Of course. Friendship!
aletheiapax Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2014
Thanks so much for the watch ^^
RiRi216 Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2014
No problem!
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